At the moment of the close call,
I closed the blog which I indulged in.
Yes, it was a sure thing.

When I went out to work, I found I was late for around 10 minutes. It means I have not enough time to arrive at office by bus on time. Thought of the traffic in the morning, I decided to take taxi instead of bus went to office because of its higher speed.

The right bus came, I ignored it. I was sure I could take a taxi and it would overtake the bus soon.

Minutes later, many taxis came but all with passengers. I walk around the street to look for a free taxi, but in vain.

A half hour later, I was still standing the roadside and could not take a taxi.

The result was:
1. I have to take bus 40 minutes later;
2. I was late to work for 50 minutes this morning.

Remind me of the old saying:
“One wrong think may cause a lifelong regret.”一失足成千古恨

Beg will never be.

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I felt somebody else standing beside me and calling names, with a hoarse voice. I can hear nothing.
I saw a beautiful girl singing her favorite song with angelical voice. I listen well.

 

I say bad words to my friend, and I said nothing.
I say something good to my friend, and I said a lot.

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Today is the first day at work in 2006. I think I should say something for my new day, but I can hardly find a proper word.

I do not want to do any works anymore, but for money sake, I have to.
So I am starting to look for a way to cheer me on.

Blog it, Blog it!
A voice is calling me.

I turn back around, the darkness is full of the window. It is time to get a work off.
How happy is the day!

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Sing for her, for your goddess.

 

   On my way home, there is a subway I have to across with a few minutes' walk.
   One day when I passing through the tunnel, I saw a young guy standing aside, playing her guitar and singing. I won't to stop there because I have not loose change but I could see several coins or banknotes on his guitar bag which was in front of him.
   He is just a kind of beggar, I suppose that.
   Another day I was passing by him again. This time I was touched for his beautiful voice and song. His song is easy and lively, his guitar is happy and springy. To the moment I had any cash and I was pleased to give him any. After that, I couldn't help talking to him: "You have nice voice and great playing skills, why not play them in a bar?"
   "Thank you," said the young man , "I'd like to be a minstrel, and sing songs for her, for the goddess in my heart."

   At the moment, I blushed for my absurd opinion. I even thought him of a beggar!

 

Hay, does anybody have a goddess in his heart? If so, just sing for her, for your goddess.

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Life is the timely running subway, and there is always somebody could not catch it on time.

 

It was Monday morning and I was a bit late to work. For the luck, the elevator was waiting for the people in hurry of coming on duty just like me. After I stepped into the lift, each rearward one came in, one, two, and three… the door of the elevator was still open. After a while, the door was closing, but I heard that someone was coming with fast steps.
I do remember the door was closed when the poor guy nearly arrived. I still had a chance seeing her partial cloth.

 

Do NOT expect your life will always be one of unbroken smoothness. Face the difficaulties you met and do not mind the result so much. Occasionally, your failure may not due to your fault.

 

→ Permit your possible failure. 允许自己失败。
→ To give up sometimes means wisdom. 放弃有时候是一种智慧。

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Money is not everything! Don't expect me to believe that.
But what is everything? Do you have anything means everything to you?
 - Yes, you already have. Well, congratulations. But I'm afraid you don't really own it.
 - No, you haven't. Sure, it's normal. Take it easy.

What will be the whole shoot then?
You should say: love.

Well, well. Movies and novels were always telling sterile stories with an old topic, love. But please tell me, what it is? How can you see, touch or taste it?
Hup, love is just a virtual word in the real world, it means nothing. Mostly, love is only a kind of feeling. Do you think your feeling is everything? Love is False.

You should say: life.

Mmmmmmmmm. Right. You are closing the answer. Your life is so important, if you lose your life, you lose everything. So keep you alive.
But as a person alive, life is no longer important. You already have a life, to find any fun out in your life... Life is False.

You should say: nothing.

Hah, how sly you are. You got it.

You did many but get less. You love somebody selfless but getting defection. You work hard in each life day but getting death. Nothing is True but no meaning.

So I should say: money.

Enjoy your life. Enjoy money. What should you believe? Yourself but others, your happiness but sadness, your gain but pain.

Why do I say that? I just believe my eyes.

The Friday comes again...

To most of people, Friday is as welcomed as a weekend beginning to image and look forward. But not me.

The seven days were so similar to me because I could not find any fun out in it. It was the fault of my life, but not only because of me. I was always bad luck...

-          - I met somebody, for example a girl, but thereafter, there were not any changes in my life. Nothing happened.

-          - I did something, for example much money earned, but it has not the magic to turn me on. Money does not equal to happiness. 

-         So let me go, let me have my fling, have my holiday: play but work, loud laugh but cry, be happy but sad.

Do you believe that, this is Friday?

Please just let me go.